feed well

Sometimes God want us to meet many people before we meet the right one. And it is not exactly wrong, even love doesn’t there. A meet still give us a space of hope and fulfill our need of caring. We grow up in situation and help each other in our time of difficulty. It ended when one is decided that his love is too much to her and destroy the balance of need.

New York, 2/11/2008

hey you,

i just want you to let you know that i still have a feeling on you. it’s been a year, but i think it’s just stay the same. the only differences is now i don’t burdening you emotionally as i found my life here. sometimes if you feel i didn’t care on you, it’s just a denial on myself. it’s not easy for me to keep caring on you as i did, meanwhile you have no feeling to me. but i always keep my eyes on you.

i do understand that your top priority in your life is your career. but im sure i can support you from here. well’ actually i really have no idea where i should bring this relationship. but i want it. my feeling to you regardless the past, because i want you be my future. I do accept you just the way you are. if i want you later after i met you,it might be merely more physical attraction. but i want you because you were there when i was alone and weak. so no matter what will happen later i will still care on you. With your passion on life, career and point of view, i will keep support you on every decision you make. I know i might only be your alternate emotional compensation as you just lost someone which have been years as your emotional dependency. but i think i don’t care.

My heart is belong to you for more than a year. I just put inside the box in the corner. you can take it or just leave it there. But for sure, i always here when you need me.  I will never let you go.

happy valentine girl

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